I hate being sick, I can't go to sleep cuz I'm coughing to much. And for some weird reason the laptop is acting funny, it doesn't like loading stuff. So my boyfriend and daughter are both Asleep... and I'm so sad cuz I want to sleep. I've been trying to sleep for 5 hours now with no luck. And I don't know what to do. But something I've been thinking about is I need to draw more... or something so I have stuff to put on DA. Well thats it for now cuz if I write anymore I'm just going to be crying and whining about sleep and coughing and headaches and fluffyness and swollen neck and yeah you get the point.

So first off it may sound really weird... but I like it when people call me Hun it makes me smile every time. I should really be asleep right now but I'm not tired yet and I have butterflies in my tummy I'm getting my Wisdom Teeth sawed out at 9:00... I really hate having to go to the Doctors, I've only ever found 3 doctors I liked and the only reason I like one of them is because he is my cousin... I feel like I have to much on my mind... but I kinda don't know what it is thats bugging me so much. I just don't feel like doing stuff which is sad cuz I have so many wonderful things I want to do but I don't do it.

Captain's Log
I know I'm being a Dork but I don't care. For a while now its been really hard for me to think, and I think I just realized why... I have to much on my mind... way to much, I think thats why my headaches are back... I need to find a way to relax and fix, finish, or get things done

So I haven't not been on DA forEVER! and I'm sorry to those of you who watch me... and the ones who read my Journal... I've been really busy lately, work, Child, Boyfriend, Dumb Best Friend (don't get me wrong I Love Her I really do she is just making STUPID ASS CHOOSES), Best Friend (I miss her she is too far away), Cousin (I love You), Trying to keep my room Clean (yes Room as in ONE room for 3 people not fun), trying to have a life, But something New to add I've started playing D&D, now for most of you if not all of you reading this your thinking kool D&D which I agree and always have, but I just love picking on People about it, My Boyfriend (who is the DM of our Campaign) LOVEs D&D and I always pick on him about it, like EVERYDAY, and its not cuz I don't like D&D, its cuz its funny, lol I know I'm mean. But I think I know the reason I never really wanted to play, I never felt comfortable around people to be myself so how the Hell can I go out side of myself and act like someone else, I can do it all the time with my Cousin with NO Problem what so ever, but I've know her her whole life so thats the different, but I really LOVE making new Characters its so much fun, so when one of our (me and Boyfriend) friends asked me to play I said yes, cuz I like the two people we are gaming with They ROCK, so I hope I can start getting myself out there. Wow lol you think your going to write about one thing but you don't. I was going to talk about my Dumb Best Friend cuz she is really PISSING ME OFF, but I don't feel like it now, maybe next time. End Captains Log

YAY!! I have an Icon now! Thank You Dave....even though it take you FOREVER and a DAY